Decision...!

Lightening struck me,
Once again,
I have no way to go.
I stand here,
Blank minded,
On this double way road.
Rain is pouring down,
Draining my soul,
And I am left all alone.
In this crowd of thoughts,
Having the answer,
Not ready to accept though.
It can't go like this,
Any longer
Hope it ends soon.
May it be smiles or tears,
But already,
My heart has split in two.

xoxoxo
Javaria

Lovers’ Cove May Linkup – A writing challenge hosted by Andy David

Please read the guidelines here.

Title: (to be determined later)
Andy’s line: (word count: 11): “A sleeping flower is more beautiful than a heart without love.”

Kriti’s line:(word count: 14) "But I bleed enjoying your thorns of love, rest awhile so I may breathe"

Punam J R line:  (word count: 14): “The loss of your love, O Heart! Put me to an eternal ignorant sleep”

My line :(word count:14):"And bury me somewhere, where my lover won't even find my grave to weep"

The End

Near the river bank,

She lay,

All quite.

Her body turning,

So cold,

And white.

Holding a black rose,

In her weak,

Little hands tightly.

Looking at the sky,

With pale eyes,

A look so deadly.

Blood still running,

In her veins,

But why?

Heart still beating,

At least trying to,

But can't fight.

A thunderstorm came,

The dark sky,

Lightened the last time.

She took a deep breath,

Everything stopped,

And she closed her eyes.

xoxoxo

Javaria

Chapter 2: "First Time"

I met you at one starry night.

Soft cold breeze while the stars shined bright.

Our eyes met, the special moment.

I dropped them down, in embarrassment.

But you kept staring like a blind helpless man.

And it gave me chills when i looked at you again.

My cheeks got red, I bit my lip hard.

To hide my smile, I turned my face in the dark.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

But you were gone by then, only a memory of you was left.

I looked around, my heartbeat still so fast.

Unfortunately, no sign of you, so I gave up atlast.

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Previous, Chapter 1

xoxoxo
Javaria

Chapter 1:"Turning Pages"

I found this book in the attic somewhere,

Covered in dust, I thought it had disappeared.

With my old pale fingers, I brushed off the dust.

Underneath it, I discovered some familiar words.

'Rosemary Robert', I read aloud and I sighed on reading the name.

My voice echoed in the empty room as I thought of those memories again.

I opened it with spark in my eyes like a child on his birthday.

This was written first, 'And I'll love you forever even if I sleep alone in my grave'

The paper slipped from my hand, seemed like it will tear any moment.

The words were now fading away but still had the same sweet scent.

As I turned the pages I knew the adventure has began once again.

I was already lost so deep in the journey down the memory lane.

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My last post got deleted by some mistake but for those who didn't read it, this is a story fully written in poetic form. I'll keep posting its chapters in between as I'll complete them. :)

xoxoxo

Javaria

Grave Of Unspoken Words

Waves washed away the sand,

Where once promises were made.

Wind blew away those leaves,

Who once witnessed that day.

Glaciers are all melted,

Who said they'd never let drown.

Clouds have gone away,

Who lifted above the ground.

Rain has made all wet,

Who told never to cry.

Flowers have dried up,

Who told to bring that smile.

Trees have been cut down,

Who used to provide shelter.

Birds have stopped singing,

Who used to make the day better.

Friends have left alone,

Who promised to rather leave the world.

Now lying down deep,

With a bunch of unspoken words.

xoxoxo
Javaria

*Through my eyes*

Its a better place,

When you're with me,

All the time.

Life is worth living,

When I have an angel,

Whom I call mine.

The deepness of your heart,

The purity of your words,

Its hard to describe.

Waiting for you always but its nothing ,

To what I'll get,

If you look through my eyes.

Thunderstorm!

I can hear the raindrops

And the roaring sky.

I close my eyes hard,

With a long sigh.

How similar we are,

Me and the sky.

We cry our heart out,

To make people smile.

Yet the difference,

Is only that,

It cry and make,

The land wet.

While I cry inside,

So no one can hear,

As I sink my heart,

Deep in my tears.

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I am no sad these days . No, no, no, no, no.

Its one old scribbled poetry I found in my drawer on a crumbled piece of paper and I cant remember why I never posted it......

xoxoxo

Javaria